yeah? i don't have any others, so i literally have no idea what i'm doing, actually. he's only lived with me for...six, eight months? my mom was raising him before. driving me nuts, being stuck here.
yeah, i have a little trouble with that myself. hence: wood walking. calms me down.
something like that? momma didn't approve of who i picked for a baby daddy, but said she'd forgive me and leave me alone if i didn't taint the bloodline any further and let her raise my kid. i was 16 and an idiot, so. there you go. dumbest shit I ever did.
I sent my youngest to ward with his uncle. It is not the same, but I hope he was spared some of the cruelties of court and inadequacies of my mothering.
We do what we think is best for our children with the little information we have.
[ she’ll know alicent had to be a young mother from her butler profile, too. alicent hadn’t realised modern women might share her plight, a peculiar mix of sadness and comfort at the thought. ]
heh, "to ward". you're sure cute with your lil accent, al. but yeah, that's kinda what i did. figured he'd be better off with someone who'd already raised a kid than with me.
i was wrong. momma had a lot of ideas about what kinda person he should be and she made it real clear that he wasn't measuring up.
y'know, he doesn't blame me for leaving him there. he's just happy we're together now. isn't that the worst thing you've ever heard?
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but yeah, i'd like that. besides, if i fumble a baddie like you, i'll never forgive myself.
unless you're, uh, spoken for?
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[ she hadn’t realised this query was romantic in nature, so she recalibrates. ]
I suppose I am not.
I have a lover, but we are not ‘exclusive’ in that sense. If it does not offend, I would be glad to see you.
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it doesn't offend, doncha worry yourself, al. i'm hard to offend.
and it's too damn hard to sleep around here. i'm used to a pile of laundry and a clingy kid hogging my covers, y'know?
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Do not tempt fate, Saxcise. My son has arrived here only days ago and taken up much of my time.
[ be careful what you wish for, etc. ]
How old is yours?
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no offense, i like a forsooth.
he's nine. so, y'know
little, still.
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A good, if troublesome age. I hope you will be reunited so you might enjoy all its wonders.
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yeah? i don't have any others, so i literally have no idea what i'm doing, actually. he's only lived with me for...six, eight months? my mom was raising him before.
driving me nuts, being stuck here.
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May I ask why he was with your mother? Did you send him to ward?
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hence: wood walking. calms me down.
something like that? momma didn't approve of who i picked for a baby daddy, but said she'd forgive me and leave me alone if i didn't taint the bloodline any further and let her raise my kid.
i was 16 and an idiot, so.
there you go.
dumbest shit I ever did.
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I sent my youngest to ward with his uncle. It is not the same, but I hope he was spared some of the cruelties of court and inadequacies of my mothering.
We do what we think is best for our children with the little information we have.
[ she’ll know alicent had to be a young mother from her butler profile, too. alicent hadn’t realised modern women might share her plight, a peculiar mix of sadness and comfort at the thought. ]
cw: vague child abuse allusion
but yeah, that's kinda what i did. figured he'd be better off with someone who'd already raised a kid than with me.
i was wrong. momma had a lot of ideas about what kinda person he should be and she made it real clear that he wasn't measuring up.
y'know, he doesn't blame me for leaving him there. he's just happy we're together now.
isn't that the worst thing you've ever heard?
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[ she spares a thought for aemond, and how she refuses to witness his end. ]
I’m sorry you went so long without him.