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[ So few have ever acknowledged the injustice of Alicent’s treatment, let alone scorned it openly. None cared that she was reduced over the years, even in small ways, swallowed by Targaryen red gowns and mocked for her girlish efforts at queenliness. Indeed, it is an occasion so foreign that she remains unsure of how to navigate it. She watches the slash of Harry’s mouth, surprised to see his features harden — when he has been soft and strange thus far, but never before sharp.

A step closer. Alicent gentles her hand over his wrist so as not to irritate the raw flesh on his hands or dislodge the materials clutched between them. ]

Furiosa has tried. [ the barest hint of levity tugs her mouth to one side. ] I haven’t the talent or temperament for such things, I’m afraid — though I am honoured by your hope that I might protect myself.

[ and not merely stand aside, a thing to be protected. As much as she might have enjoyed the relief of another interceding on her behalf, she’s grateful that none did. She was not cowed, facing her accusations as a queen ought. ]

And grateful that you have sought me out now, in your gallantry.

[ His fingers burn and sting, but until she touches his wrist, he hasn't so much as winced at their throbbing, the reddened skin crisped and blistering from the contact with iron, with steel. Working metal isn't the same, and he's been trying not to feel like he's lost some part of himself because of it.

Pain can be shut away, though. He's trained to do that, experienced in it, and when Alicent takes his wrist, he looks down to the injuries inflicted on both their hands ( he sees her nails, her ragged and ripped cuticles ). ]

What about learning just enough so you can get out of a bad situation and to someone else? Just because you're not throwing a punch doesn't mean you're not protecting yourself.

[ Nobody who isn't prepared to fight shouldn't be made to, or trained to. There are plenty of things one can do to escape, after all. He could see Alicent, fleet as a hare, ducking a violent encounter to find her son, her guard, a friend — hell, Harry puts his own name in his little mental hat of "Alicent Defenders". ]

Wouldn't say I was gallant. I admired you back there. I wanted you to know that.

[ Alicent drags her thumb along his pulse, soothing him or anchoring herself; she knows not. It is the most brazen sort of touch a courtly lady can manage with man.

The faint quirk of her mouth slips away as he speaks. Men always think they can fight their way to victory, don’t they? Her eyes flick to the left of him, mind elsewhere. ]

Perhaps.

[ Perhaps not. Alicent cannot imagine how clawing at her opponents would benefit her, when the true danger has never been physical. It manifests instead in the power men hold over her, strong enough that she has lied still as they took from her. What would twisting and scratching do, under Larys’ penetrating gaze? Nothing. ]

Thank you, Ser Harry. [ a touch stiff, as she returns to herself. ] It means a great deal to hear that from you.

[ and it does, despite her fading warmth. ]

[ Her hands are damaged, and whatever she wants to do with them, Harry exists in that moment as the clay she can mold.

He stands still, spine hooked down and toward her like an overlarge weed straining for a source of light. An offer in his mouth, that ultimately is for her to take or throw away. She's the one who got yelled at, sharp and accusatory, and she's the one now holding it together — a real lady of the court, her power soft and silent. Easily stolen from her by others. He's a man, tall and broad and brimming with raw firepower and he isn't entirely able to understand her place.

There's a few things he does understand, though. Enough to note the stiffness returning to her, and to not press her further. ]

Maybe you can teach me a few things, after this horrorshow is over.

[ He's not above learning from a woman, learning things that aren't fighting with fist and fire. ]

I'll do my part, too.

[ There and gone and back again: Alicent blinks as she returns to herself, eyes flickering to Harry’s sweet face. Different from the sharp-eyed gaze of Larys Strong, to be sure. Concerned for her and the others who might be endangered, but not protective to the point where she has no agency of her own. Indeed, none of her allies intervened when she faced Alina and Paul.

She releases his wrist, only to reach for his face, the briefest touch at his cheek. ]

I’d like that.

[ teaching him and learning from him both, even if she’s hopeless in a physical fight. warmly, then — ] Thank you, Ser Harry. I hope the morrow is kinder to us both.

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